I don't know what I was thinking nor what I should have done after saying those stuff to her. All I know is that, I think my heart has finally made itself like her. I know that she had hurt me in the past but more than that, her friends had her my best friends as well. I had to lay a wall to separate us from ever hurting each other again and to protect my friends as well. But I called her and confessed what I feel inside of me that has been nagging me all summer.
I felt shy, weak, scared and all at the same time disoriented while talking to her. Wondering if she'd be able to give me a chance to know her more so as to look at her in a different perspective than what I know about her now.
I feel stupid that my heart has to beat up like this but I just can't help but smile. Will I die if she says no? Will my steel be crumbled? Will I survive in the end? For Love and War is all but the same. . .
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