Love or War?

I don't know what I was thinking nor what I should have done after saying those stuff to her. All I know is that, I think my heart has finally made itself like her. I know that she had hurt me in the past but more than that, her friends had her my best friends as well. I had to lay a wall to separate us from ever hurting each other again and to protect my friends as well. But I called her and confessed what I feel inside of me that has been nagging me all summer.

I felt shy, weak, scared and all at the same time disoriented while talking to her. Wondering if she'd be able to give me a chance to know her more so as to look at her in a different perspective than what I know about her now.

I feel stupid that my heart has to beat up like this but I just can't help but smile. Will I die if she says no? Will my steel be crumbled? Will I survive in the end? For Love and War is all but the same. . .

EPIC FAIL!

Well, what did I tell you? I told you I'll tell you after waking up. And no, I woke up an hour ago to fix my things and set my laptop. I haven't taken a bathe nor ate but that's what I do best on Saturday mornings. Now, About the Party last night.

After I got to our room, I checked the place up and saw that none of my mates were still there so I grabbed my laptop and started with it. I saw the giant illustration board we bought to make our ID's which was due an hour after. So I looked at it for a while but turned around and headed to my laptop telling myself that I'd do it afterwards when somene comes in. [If you only knew how big it was and how many of them has to be made if it was only me.] I surfed the net for a while when my roommate came in, he fiddled around and saw the illustration board [seriously you can't miss that big thing] and said, "Oh! The ID's we have to finish them now nga pala!" And I was like, "Oh, yeah! I totally forgot to do it." I wasn't lying. I really did. After surfing the net, I got distracted to tell him about the ID's. So we worked on all four ID's. Yes, four is many. [Stop thinking I'm a burden to them. I'm not!] When we were done, we joined in with the crowd. The upperclassman who were in-charge of us told us to bring blindfolds. So, one of my teammates said while we were about to go to the venue, "Dude, will we wear our blindfolds?"

One of the HIT's [Heroes are what we call the upperclassman and HIT stands for heroes-in-training.] said, "Yeah,of course."

"But we have to cross the street. What if we get hit?"

There you have it. Someone who is dumber than me. I was like duh! The HIT meant that we will wear it ON the venue not GOING to the venue.

We started with the party and it was fun. We played games like psychic alphabet were you have to recite the alphabet as a group but you have to be blindfolded and you can't touch the others. You can't repeat the letter nor have someone with you say it at the same time. We were the best group cuz we finished first. And I'm not lying. We did finish first. We also played pamera. This game is hard to explain but the concept is simple. Lastly, we played the boat is sinking. For those who doesn't know this game. . .  GET A LIFE! And that practically ended it. I didn't made comments on the last two that much cause we didn't win nor lose. We were just about to win when we failed to do what the main target is, so we didn't lose nor win. [Lose is a harsh term. I prefer "about to win but didn't make it". It's long but that's what it is, so sue me!]

Nothing much happened after eating at KFC and hanged out there and at Kenny Roger's. We all went back at the campus singing songs and laughing. We had a meeting and jammed with girls. Yes, I'm a guy if you still don't know the difference between HE and SHE. And the one on the picture is me and not anyone else.

Now, I think ending this would be a good idea cuz life is getting boring, isn't it?

Get A Life! And stop thinking bad things about me. You're making me feel like a criminal.

Chao! ^^

Let Your Day Shine With A Quiz!

It's twelve twenty-one in the morning and I am just about to start my blog. No... I am not a night person cuz its already morning. I just wanted to know if I could still think straight after having a day filled with surprises and a night of bonding with new friends.


How about you? Have you reflected on yourself once in a while? It's good. Everyone should try it sometimes. We would look in front of the mirror and then ignore that YOU'RE not good-looking unlike ME cuz you're born that way, but don't get mad at God or your parents or your genes that's bad. Just say to yourself that I was born this way and no one is ugly and that you have your own talents that others might not have [If not you might be a late bloomer or maybe that's your talent to be untalented. Face it you're hopeless. Just joking]. Just do it, as I always say.


Well, have you had a teacher who gives your three second neuron to travel to your brain and transfer what you heard to do it two seconds? Well today, I happened to have that experience. I was waiting for her to finish her most wonderful introductory speech to the class when she said, "Okay, so since we might not be able to actually meet next week and I will miss you. I will give you a quiz. Get a *** sheet of paper." [The *** is a word that i couldn't hear, actually most of us didn't understand that.] So, i just took out and got my one-half crosswise pad paper and asked my seatmate what type of paper [He said that it was one-fourth.]. But before i could actually turn around to open the zipper of my bag, our teacher said, "Okay, get one-fourth pad. Number one." Everyone in class was like, "Woah! I'm still getting my paper and my pen." and "What?! Wait lang!"


And personally, I thought she was mental! I mean, she didn't even tell us to right our names or course or whatever she just wanted to start with number one already. And yes, she had the same idea with numbers two to ten. To keep a very fast pace before the students mind could think. She gave us like five seconds to think of the author and the title of the essay we learned two days ago.


Well, when that was over [which I knew I had two wrong.] I went with my friend Kate to eat lunch at the caf and headed to our Chemistry room for our lesson. It was the best session I ever had. I mean who else would give you this rules:
"Chemistry Rules"

1. You can sleep just dont make any noise.
2. You can go out of the class anytime, like if you have to answer a phone call, make one, or just pretend to.
3. You can also not attend my class if you have a valid reason (if it is valid to you, it might as well valid to me.)
4. You can talk to your classmates while I'm teaching just don't make any noise or disturb my class.
5. You can cheat just don't let me catch you. I usually go out of the class when you're having an exam and i really don't monitor you while taking the test. So if I caught you, you're a very bad cheater.
6. You are not require to pass any of my given exercises.
7. It's ok if you made I mistake in recitation because no one is really listening.
8. You can do anything in your seats, but it seems to be too disturbing just don't stay in the middle.
9. It's again ok if you don't know the answer when I call you, I'll just call your seatmate.
10. If other roaming teachers catch you cheating, of course they'll tell me and i will feel bad cuz others catch you and not me, so i will also make you feel bad but try not to cheat cuz u know its bad and all.
11. Its okay not to do all of my exercises cuz i dont require all of them to be passed but answer for ur review but I'll still not tell you to pass all of them :))

And no, I did not create those rules or make them up they're just that but what I like the best is that the room is air-conditioned and we don't have to copy all of his lectures cuz he'll upload it in the net for us to get them. So even if the first two hour of English is like "difficult", Chemistry makes up for it :)) We had an hour and a half spare time so we hanged out in the college hall [To be honest our super generous chem prof was so kind to end the class twenty minutes before the actual time it should end that's why our break had an additional thirty minutes.] where it is still air-conditioned.

After that was math, and it was alright though our prof came late but not late enough for us to have free cuts for that day. [If our prof arrives fifteen minutes late, we can leave the room cuz it won't be counted in our attendance anymore though if some remains he will still teach so if that did happened, I'd stay then walk around thinking what to do! Yeah, still stubborn and still hot.] He did arrive after nine minutes so others were down cuz they wanted to leave the room. [Yes, room not class but room. The rooms in that building were we take our math class is always hot and not just warm-hot but hot-hot. Imagine hiding on your broom closet with the heat ventilation on a few degrees and just finished taking a bath with warm water, that hot.] So he discussed the continuation for our upcoming placement exam. I know its been just a week but they're already giving us exams like that. I also know they're placement exams but still, exams are exams and no matter how you look at it, they're still exams that you can FAIL!

And after that, i went to cool off with my blockmates at the campus bookstore and rushed back at the dorm to get some R&R and time for myself. I dressed for the party and went on with it. We had games and ate afterwards and had a meeting, etc.

It's getting late so I'll start the other blog about what happened during the party after I sleep. . .

Stop thinking I'm stubborn cuz I know... I just feel like you're rubbing it hard on my face...

Or maybe, you're thinking that you won't be able to read the story about the party cuz I'm too lazy to do it...

Well, let's see about that...

Sleep well and tight and sweet dream to all.

Adios! Good night. ^^

My Post It in Life

I don't know why I chose to create this blog website than sleep on this hot afternoon. I found myself some friends but its hard to decide who I should join up with. I don't want to hurt their feelings or for them to think that I'm neglecting them or anything. By the way, I'm eating pocky right now. Well, I tried hanging out with my blockmates then afterwards with my china friends but what a hassle. I had to go from inside campus then head out. I found that more exhausting than going from class to class. [I'm in college.] But i think it was worth it or so so.

So for today, I decided to stay in my room and I faced my bed. I was to lay on my bed and sleep til hellweek comes up or create my blog page and start a blog. [I guess you know what I chose, if you don't, I reckon you hit yourself hard with a whatever is above you.] The title? Ugh! Please don't bother ask why its called that. It would require me to say how bored I am and how I ended looking at this post it. Besides, you be the judge of making a blog that you just thought of doing cuz your bored.

So, its four o'clock here in the Philippines and the sun is making the place feel like hell without the devil. I wish it would snow here but that means i need to have a coat and gloves and a wool coat. . . And I don't have any of them so that will forces me to buy one. . . maybe thinking about snowing here is difficult. . .  I know what you're thinking. . . Okay! I'm a stubborn guy!!! I'm lazy! I'm a sloth! ETC.! sheesh...

By the way, have any of you found out how much change you've gotten in a day after piling it on your shelf? And it won't stop coming? Right now, I have that problem. I tried using it to buy stuff but i'd need a peso or more so i have to use a bill but then the cashier with give you another bunch of coins for change. I mean cmon! It's heavy! And yes, Iv'e tried having it changed to bills but they won't take it. . . so I decided to leave the world's leaning tower of coins on my shelf and leave it be til hell knows what happens to them. . . [hopefully, there's no earthquake cuz i have to pile them up again and that requires moving. . . UGH!!!]

Well, I have to go for now, I think I'd sleep to be energetic... :D [Whenever, I sleep in the aft and wake up afterwards. My brain shuts down and it won't recover til I don't know. I become somewhat like a human that has no brain. And I'm not a zombie if that's what you're thinking!]

Plan ruined, we have to buy stuff for our activity and if you only knew how far it is from here to  the bookstore... and the worst part, the campus is full of trees... they're just separated!!! UGH!!! Oh, no. I'm not worried its hot... I'm worried cuz I'm wearing these pair of new shoes and its raining.... sigh...

Bye. ^^